Out of the Ashes…

Shamanic Experience / The Buffalo Diaries
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So…

Is there struggle? Yes, is there pain? Yes. Do I cause it? Yes… No one said it would be easy… I remember when I started this Journey, 41 years ago. I do, actually. I remember standing in a group of people, ironic because it was like a Incident Briefing… and I pushed my way to the front… Someone was standing in a brilliant light and everyone was gathered around. As I got to the front, there was a call for volunteers and I shot my hand up and walked into the light…

You were there, too. And we chose to come here at this time to experience this great awakening. Those close to me now, you know who you are, I saw you there… And we came here.

I was reminded last night, thank you my Brother! That almost 20 years ago my experience was rooted in Spirit. I got it… as much as I did. It is refreshing to remember that I had moments of clarity all along the way… I remember losing it and remarking at the time that it was going…. And I remember my body failing me… Breaking… the agony, the defeat. And the decision… Being faced with the idea that I may never walk again without a cane, I set about to change that and within 9 months I was working a 2-week Helitak detail keeping up with men and woman who had fought fire all summer. I did that…

And so I can do it again…

There is a time and a place that the choice to rise up out of the ashes comes. It is different for each of us, but it does come. Making it sets in motion the true nature of our experience here. We chose this… To Heal.

And heal we will, all the ills and woes of the past, we will come to peace and realize that it is all here for us. Everything we ever dreamed of and more. Right now, in a breath…

Some choose to carry it to their deathbeds and in the moment before crossing over, remember… carrying terror to that moment, releasing in the last exhale followed by no inhale, all that they had held to this life and more… in that moment of knowing they are free… mission accomplished the spark that animates slipping back into the ethers and beyond into the One.

But, there are those that see and remember earlier than that… Those that make a conscious choice to become free. To strip away the burdens and heal now, so as to truly enjoy all that life has to offer right now. We are all gonna heal… all the wounds of all the lifetimes. It is just a matter of when. The longer we hold on to them, the harder it gets… many challenges and hardships perhaps begin to manifest, guiding us each to a place of hardness and fear or softness and Forgiveness. Fear can be paralyzing and prevent us from walking through it, oft avoiding the “problem” or handling it grossly inappropriately. Pushing others away or passing judgement on oneself and others.

Well, I have experienced something very profound in a recent healing that spans generations. Familial soul level release of ancient times held deep within my cellular memory. They affected everything… So, I remember back to those days and the gloomy forecast that I completely reversed and know I am doing it again. I chose this and I am constantly getting back up and taking another step. Walking a Spiritual path requires that we examine our lives and call out any darkness that exists, crossing it over in our meditations, releasing it through process… layer by layer. The light begins to shine through and you remember.

So it begins in Bliss, then often as the path is walked, everything is called into question… many dropping away. Constantly letting go… And knowing that I am more than this body and mind, yet being challenged by what the senses bring me… going inside I find the answers. Stripped away, bare to the core, I know my Authentic Self. I know who I am and why I am here. I know what my LIfe Purpose is… Raison D’être. It is known now. And so I relax into it. Recognizing my talents, where and when and how I am to apply them.

The interactions and flow come easily now… Where they don’t, I know… More to release… No need for that anymore. There should only be Joy. Life is not supposed to be difficult… It is a grand physical experience that ethereal beings get to have… Why do I want to make it so difficult to enjoy. I have the happiness… the JOY within.

So, I go… into meditation. Into self-study… into letting go into my Higher Consciousness through breath, the answers will come. I relax into my being and know…

Spirit guides me as I walk this path, there can be no harm. That is an illusion of the mind. I know better now…

Peace and Love through All Creation,

it comes.

And I am grateful.

The Journey continues...

Marc


Marc is a modern yogi and visionary guide for new paradigm thinkers and creators. He brings a current approach to the science of yoga and meditation, blending masterfully, ancient practices and philosophy to soothe this tumultuous modern experience and support purposeful, organic and dynamic creations that bring humanity to a higher consciousness experience. He has served business, government and international non-profit organizations, as well as coached individual clients from all walks of life to realize their highest good.

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