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I awoke today, the Hummingbirds chirping inquisitively… almost tapping on the window of my Oak Creek Retreat. I had been sleeping since yesterday afternoon, only awakening to shiver uncontrollably in the fever that had taken over me. It was an interesting day yesterday…

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After I had completed the previous entry, I set about to move towards departure, going out to wash the bike I noticed I had a chill. Flashes of me writhing around on the desert rock and sand in a sleeping bag, the stars bright with the darkness of the new moon, I saw myself in distress and apparently quite ill. The histamine reaction I spoke of in yesterdays post, actually had kept me up into the night, mucus flowing freely through my irritated sinuses, creating the physical sensation of being sick. When I awoke, I completely disavowed any “sickness”, as my spirit was high and I was moving towards my chosen departure time. I continued washing the bike, focusing my thoughts on the Truth…
I looked up from the bike to see Deva drive in and park… she took a moment to get out and come around the truck to be greeted by my huge smile. When I saw her, I was shocked. She looked at me and immediately started to sob uncontrollably… This is other than her normal state of being, so I knew something really was bothering her. After a few moments in my hug, she spoke of the omen on the way up the canyon, the vision and experience she had and pleaded with me to postpone my departure… For an instant, I flashed to the itinerary, the parties involved and the ramifications. But, in the next instant my training took over and I started to listen even more.

We were sitting together overlooking the creek when I decided. It wasn’t so much a decision per se, but rather an acknowledgement of the Truth, my body now showing very strong signs that I was other than healthy enough to depart. This rather unusual, because I don’t get sick… hadn’t been in a long time. So, I listened and accepted that the Journey would begin, but I my departure would be delayed while I processed this new development. I don’t remember falling asleep, I was meditating and looking for the soul pieces, following the symptoms back to where they started, but I woke after 12:00, my head in a fog. Deva was peacefully tending to the beautiful grounds here and I relaxed. I was still on the Loving Timeline…

Together we explored the deeper meanings of the unfolding of this experience and I recognized that I still had to release that timeline that was exposed to me the other day. So, I set about to do that, as my body purged the cellular memories of ALL the times that I was other than in accordance with my Loving Self. There were many, my dreams laden with the toll those unTruths had taken on my body. I am really glad I didn’t try to push through and ride, as I would have been on a different timeline… the one I saw just as Deva pulled up.

I don’t remember going back to sleep, but it was around 3:00 pm and I slept through until 6:00 this morning. There was a fever and sweats as the purging took place, my consciousness working in the dream state to realign the very cellular matrix of my body. Writhing and wet, whenever I awoke, I reaffirmed in my waking state that I was releasing all of that Timeline… Calling back my power from the forces of evil that had controlled me for so long. When I looked into the eyes of that person the other day, I saw true evil… Anger, Fear, Resentment, Rage, Seething under the surface of his skin. That had to be an influence… puppet master behind the scenes pulling the strings.

How could one human being be like that to another?

Isn’t that a question we should all take a look at? I know myself now. I am my True and Authentic Self now. I wanted this… asked for it, deeply craved to have the knowledge that I do now and access to infinite wisdom through Divine Intelligence. Coming to this place has taken hard work, commitment, dedication to the Truth and the Will to stay with it. It is a spiritual journey, an opening to Creator and recognition that the spirit realms exist all around us. Knowing there are many dimensions that intermingle with our reality, that energetic realms where other beings exist without the cognitive awareness of most people is the gift of seeing the Truth. It all begins to make more sense…

The Authentic Energy that makes up the entire Universe is Love… Creator’s Love. I embody that Love, just as the hummingbirds, the creek, the roses or the Osprey that circled over Deva and I yesterday, bringing sign in this reality that all is well. Creator’s Love bursts forth from everywhere, always… That is an energetic fact, a Universal Truth, that I have discovered for myself. It is always there, no matter what is happening in “my Life”…

I know this now and as I embark on this next phase of my journey I am better able to see. Clearing the timeline that was influenced by dark forces from a hell realm that is millimeters away from My Authentic Reality has opened the energy of Spirit to move through me even more. Purging the cellular memories through fever and sweat has released the energetic holds, the marionette strings that attached me to that dark energy that was feeding off of my actions. Pulling out of the energetic matrix where I was just a “cog in a wheel,” performing rote expectations, unleashing dark energy through thoughts, words and actions, much like the man I saw the other day. That was very real to me, too, my Brother… And I thank you for showing me, for moving to harm me in a physical way as you did… Thank you. I forgive you and release you… And I take the lesson learned and apply it to further my spiritual growth.

There is only Love and Kindness when we decide that is all we accept for ourselves. In this comes the experience of highest and best good for all Creation. My highest good, when experienced in this way, truly does benefit all of Creation… As does your highest good… Seek it out if you truly desire to know thyself…

And this is the lesson I needed to learn before I physically depart on this Journey. I am a Shaman and Healer… I journey to hell realms and other unpleasant dimensions of reality to Heal myself or others. Otherwise, I choose to stay away from them.

So, as another route forms and a new departure date comes, I acknowledge Creator’s blessing. Listening, I kept myself safe, and able to process this new information. Realization that this journey is about just that… Listening and writing about it… Discovery… Adventure… The Human Spirit as it soars on Creators breath in the wind of the Divine, untrammeled by convention. Self-knowledge and the freedom that comes from it… I accept.

Marc

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Marc


Marc is a modern yogi and visionary guide for new paradigm thinkers and creators. He brings a current approach to the science of yoga and meditation, blending masterfully, ancient practices and philosophy to soothe this tumultuous modern experience and support purposeful, organic and dynamic creations that bring humanity to a higher consciousness experience. He has served business, government and international non-profit organizations, as well as coached individual clients from all walks of life to realize their highest good.

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